“I’m inhaling it, exhaling it, it makes me more intelligent” – Gucci Mane

If you know where I got that song from, you know what I’m talmbout LOL!
But I consider grief to be the sweet fragrance of my life at this moment. I wear it everyday, from my moods, to my thoughts…my tone, my facial expressions. It on me everywhere, I can smell it, I can see it…so it’s only right as I’m walking on the new journey that it be identified as so. The fragrance is mixed with sadness and beauty..sweet yet bitter. I sit and think constantly, “how can I better myself of this?…how can excel to the next level dealing with this?” So many unknown questions..the stages of Grief are scary. But you gotta go through it to get to it! I’m in a new spiritual awakening that I feel could be beneficial to others going through the same thing. Imma tell you how I feel, what I found to be helpful and in real time, walk with me through this shadow of death. But this time there’s no fear, because this time, I realize God is with me, he’s carried me when I could no longer walk beside him. Grief is my cologne…and I wear it well…