Finding Peace within community works…

Hey yawl! It's meee, Jessicaaaaaaa 🤣!!! I've been.... existing lol. HBU?lately I've been dealing with ALL of the stages of grief. I've just been like damn man. HOWWWW LOOOOOOOOOONG IS THIS GOING TO TAKE ?!?!!?!? LOL This bough...but like I said in my last post "MASH ME LORD!!!!" 🤣. Still losing weight, still in grief…

UPDATE…

Hey yawl! So much has happened since the last time I WROTE. I've done a few videos here and there and I thought....this time...let me write it out, I haven't done that in a while. It's actually been a minute...Mother's Day to be exact. I've just...been riding the waves of emotions...identifying them. Wondering what it…

Do You Ever Feel like a failure?

Now failure isn't a stage of grief, but it wallows around the same feelings of it. Because you feel like dang...I couldn't even do that!FOR ME, my "failure" is bouncing between anger and bargaining at this point. Like, I'm tired of bargaining...replaying certain shit...thinking of different ways things could've went about differently. And that's insanity...because…